6. March 2008

Deep Thoughts

I have been thinking some issues over the past few days. It’s about me, myself. I asked my CA the chances of staying and then going to SP if I maintain my grade of GPA 3.6+. He said going into SP IT course with 3.6 should be easy. I started thinking whether should I stay and take the risk or go to RP if the application of DAE got accepted. Some said wait till the DAE got accepted then think about this but I just know I will make it to DAE, I have a feeling on this.

I started to think further; once I graduated from ITE then I make it to SP in the best case scenario after that what will I do? Apart from two years of serving the nation. What will I do or what can I do after all this? Office job 9 – 5? IT programmer? Start a business? Or inherit my father business? There are so many question marks all over.

Gaming has been part of my life in these 18 years of my lifespan. Right now slowly I am beginning to notice I am starting to stop and put down gaming. Maybe it’s the final realization on how gaming would make someone become? I’m constantly in search of knowledge, any knowledge from food to the earth.

What sparked me from all this thinking; it was the sudden urge to study. Weird isn’t it? I started to think more actually when I came across one video. A video made by my forum members. Here’s the story:

“One day, a man had a dream. He dreamt of a paradise and from then on he worked day and night to build that paradise. But his paradise did not last long, a summoner war erupted and tore apart the man paradise and now the survivors remain in the lost world call Fantasy Forever.”

That’s the video-story that one of my members did. I won’t post the video in my blog but if you are curious you could always visit the main-site forum or try asking me. I’m not sure about what’s going with the summoner war thingy but then the first part really got me contented of my work. It’s been 4 years plus and its coming to 5 years in a few months time.

I haven’t been actively updating my site for like 2 years already. I am beginning to start and visionize how my site could go other than gaming. I thought of several ideas and finally came down to one final idea. I’m thinking to change the url because Fantasy Forever sounds so cheesy. LOLS. The silly idea when I was back at Sec 2 but all my forum members voted I shouldn’t change. Well democracy rules LOLs. I shall stop on this for now.

Been a rather long post, whether thinking or not. Some things are worth the risk while some things are worth changing. Lastly there are also some things that should be put down long ago.

Oh ya, Singer of the month goes to Stefaine Sun. I have been listening to her song just recently and gotten to like a style of singing and her music.

开始懂了
我不难过
我怀念的
雨天
我也很想他
流浪地图
咕叽咕叽.

Blah~ I shall continue next time on the Stefaine Sun music saga.

~ouT
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