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一辈子有多少的来不及

一辈子有多少的来不及...

发现已经失去最重要的东西才恍然大悟早已远去.

为何总是在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自己?

他们说这就是人生, 试著体会试著忍住眼泪, 还是躲不开应该有的情绪.

我不会奢求世界停止转动.

我知道逃避一点都没有用, 只是这段时间里尤其在夜里还是会想起难忘的事情...

我想我的思念是一种病, 久久不能痊愈.

我们总是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看自己.

想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情也许是上帝给我一个试炼.

只是这伤口需要花点时间, 会想念过去的一切.

那些人事物会离我远去而我们终究也会远离, 变成回忆...


~ouT

Just another entry

In response to Yenping blog for posting so many pictures, I shall not falter either! I haven’t been into that camera frenzy lately this past few months, perhaps the all not-too-keen + slow picture taking situation?

Hmm… not sure. Anyway I took like some pictures on some things lately. Thinking back, I brought the 5 Megapixels phone purpose was to take pictures but now it’s more like a phone instead of a camera to me. Wait… it’s a phone. <.<.

Went for Japanese pasta and I must say it’s a very different taste compared to the rest of the cuisine I eaten before. I’m not really a big fan of Japanese cuisine but once in awhile won’t hurt that much too. I think the only picture that I took really well is the Pizza! The shop name is call Wakaru something… LOL.



I have to voice out something. Not long ago, someone make me not going to touch donuts for like a very long time. Recently, ice cream was the case but it was someone else. It cost like over 10++. It’s the first time I tasted an ice cream that expensive and I guess it will be the first and the last for a very long time. Thanks for the treat!



Lastly I just want to say this; Guys who hit girls are pretty much pathetic idiots. Girls who got hit once, twice or maybe thrice and refused to leave the guy are nonetheless the same. I’m not directing or pointing at anyone but if you think I am then it’s your problem.

To some people:

Weixiang: Good job on the project! Nice efforts put in.
Yenping: Waiting for your movie treat!
Jing: Remember ar!
Ling’er: Hmm… save you? You got to ask me lo and don’t be so emo elmo, anything crops up just call me.


~ouT

Gratitude and Dilemma.

Nearly every morning, my dad will tell me this: your going to be 19 this year, other people your age already in the university already and you are still in where? (You guys know where I am). I don’t know how long I must still work to support you until you fully go out and work full time. Nearly Every morning he just said that or just by looking at his aging face I do feel that immense pressure.

Although its personal but I still intend to blog it because it’s really the truth. I am actually very remorse for what I became and where I am right now. ( Notice the words I use ). I am here not trying to vent out whatever anger that is going on but to show my fullest gratitude to my dad. ( He won’t even have the chance to come across this ).

But its weird you know. I have no problem in expressing my gratitude to friends but when it comes to my dad. I really cannot express myself in front of him. ( Those who seen my dad should know what kind of person he is ) YET I still can’t express everything out.

I finally understand it’s not easy to make someone more matured and definitely not easy to pressurize someone constantly. It’s like cooking a roast duck, too hot it will become black, too cold it will be uncooked. ( Weird example huh? ). I am so tired already; I don’t know why I made myself to do this in the first place. There are a lot of issues in my life right now have one huge dilemma lingering over it.

Maybe it’s the mutual care for all friends that spark out such actions. But moment earlier, I understand and made a final decision. Sometimes in life, one must be self centered. It’s not how I wanted to be but the fact is it’s the society that has made one to be. I’m tired in explaining why society have made one to be such self centered, but those who really have experience a lot should know what I’m trying to express. If not just go and watch some discussion shows it will improve your insight more.

The ironical thing about me is that right now at this very moment I am listening to ( 我愿意 ) by Faye Wong! GEEZ! Those who know the lyrics should know that it’s entirely opposite from what I blog above. ( I guess the song lyric only applies to your loved ones huh? ).

Actually wanted to blog about something else but oh well I guess I blog tomorrow if possible. Anyway one last thing, I didn’t know that so many people actually viewed my blog, so here’s one sentence below to show my gratitude.

Thanks for the constant viewership support! Your presence is extremely important to me. So well that’s all!


~ouT

爱你在伤口 - 任贤齐

Just press play; it's not auto-play because I'm just too considerate. LOL. It’s definitely worth listening to. I can't find the lyrics if anyone have the lyrics send it to me pleaseeee thanks~

~ouT

再度重相逢 - 伍佰

Agreed with the video poster. Now I finally understand why 伍佰 is so famous. Anyway the MV really has nothing related to the song that's what I think. Bleh~

经典，百听不厌，K歌必备。



你说人生如梦
我说人生如秀
那有什么不同
不都一样朦胧
朦胧中有你
有你跟我就已经足够
你就在我的世界
升起了彩虹简单爱你心所爱
世界也变的大了起来
所有花都为你开
所有景物也为了你安排
我们是如此的不同
肯定前世就已经深爱过
讲好了这一辈子
再度重相逢


~ouT

Patapon!

Omg! The game is so cute! Look at the video above. I so getting this game as soon as possible! It's a game under PSP and the rating of the game is quite high too on all gaming reviews site. So cute!

Pata Pata Pata Pon!

Pon Pon Pata Pon!

LOL!


~ouT

Noisy Boy Birthday!

Happy 19th Birthday

Noisy Boy aka “The Hans”!

All the best in your Nanyang poly studies and thanks for being so noisy over the past semester it works well when everyone doesn’t know what to say. (Actually we know) LOL!

I now hereby declare you as one of my noisiest friend I ever had. Now that you are gone I got to think more now! Geez. Anyway it’s great to have you as a friend too (Replying your SMS) LOL. AWWW

So mushy… LOL!

Have fun on your birthday!

~ouT

10 years? Woot!

Below is a compilation overall view video of Hikki 10 years of works. It's weird that the news omitted First Love and Fly me to the Moon (remix). The feeling of hearing her music is just so totally different I don’t know why either! Eek her latest album is so totally addictive.

Kuma Kuma Kuma! Eek!



~ouT

1...2...3!

I am in admiration for those people who have high EQ or IQ or both. Either way it’s just a random post. <.<.

If it’s IQ or EQ which will you choose to be higher at?

I need to take a break from some issues. Got to also cut down in calling people for the fun of it, 200 minutes free is like so over this month.

Counting down! 1… 2… 3… Blast Off!


~ouT

Sanctified!

After the “sanctified” first day, I started questioning myself slightly did I made the right choice? Oh well blehs~

I simply love the timetable right now. WooT! 10 ~ 3! When I first glance at the time table I shouted WAH Ani Singlang (So relax) Ar!

The module seems to be easy breezy too for now and not to mention this semester there’s only two lecturers. Apart from Jaime that is. The relief one seems to be a bit blurish. ( 傻呼呼的 ) LOL <.<.

The class seems a bit quiet that’s what I noticed. Maybe it’s that someone who is considerably noisy is gone. Anyway it’s been noisy for the past year maybe it will be better being quiet in this current year LOL. =X

I’m going to talk to a few people tomorrow over some issues LOL. <.<


~ouT

Leong Birthday!

Ah Leong AR Happy 19th Birthday!

I hope all your desire come true LOL. Sorry for not giving you a clock for your birthday present like you request cause it's inauspicious! Huat AR!

7521 Go Buy! <.< LOL.

Totally Remarkable

易中天品三国_特别节目：与易中天面对面



He sure knows how to talk. Talking is simple, but talking well is extremely hard. This is one of the few things he said, shall translate a bit.

A true learner can have two choices:

1. Learn for the sake of life.
2. Learn for the sake of learning.

A learner who learns for the sake of life must have a life.

So what's life?

Life is experience based on his opinion.

"For me, being on TV is one life experience so I am going to experience it. If I succeeded I can experience success. If I fail, I can also experience the failure. At least I still know what's going on for the whole TV experience."

Sorry if there any errors in translating!

Start to ponder what I translated and you will notice a lot different in your point of view on how you view on things. The things you are learning will it be for the sake of life? Or will it be just for the sake of learning?

After watching the video, it really inspired me greatly and I started to realize some things that I am vexed about. There are still many inspiring issue he raised and it’s truly a must watch video if you want to improve yourself individually. If you want to know who this person is just watch the video and you will know the answer.

He is so in my list of people I respect the most.

~ Inspirational!

Three Kingdoms: Resurrection of the Dragon

People if you have watched the recent movie by Andy Lau you should know what I am talking about. The story / plot are entirely fictional but however there are some events which are real in history. Such as:

- The rescuing of Ah Dou (Liu Bei Son)
- Killing of Han De 4 son’s.
- The Five Tiger General (ONLY in San Guo Yan Yi aka The Novel)

But the movie if u noticed it said San Guo Zhi ( Historical Records). So this is one loophole. There are more loopholes I noticed during the duration of the whole movie.

- Buddhism hasn’t arrived in China in the Three Kingdom Period.
- Gunpowder isn’t invented yet.
- Rescuing of Ah Dou: When Zhao Yun Aka Zilong reached the scene Mi Fu Ren ( Liu Bei Wife ) hasn’t died. She died by jumping into a well because she doesn’t want to Burder Zhao Yun.
- Luo Ping An and Cao Ying is fictional
- Zhang Fei died by his man betraying him and assassinating him.
- In both history and the novel, Zhao Zilong had a family. He had two sons.
- Zhang Bao and Guan Xing became sworn brothers before the northern campaign
- Zhuge Liang always led the army by itself for the northern campaign.
- Zhao Yun died naturally due to old age, not in battle.
- Jiang Wei was discovered and joined Shu before Zhao Yun died. (Key Situation)
- Chang Shan was way into Cao Cao territory there’s no way Zhao Yun could return.
- Cao Cao did NOT say the phrase: Willing to betray whole world rather than let one betray me. ( San Guo Zhi )

- In the novel, Deng Zhi was merely a brave, witty and resourceful diplomat tasked with domestic affairs. The movie erroneously depicts him as a lieutenant of the "Zhao Family Army" (赵家军) under Zhao Zilong's tutelage, and he is seen slaying numerous enemies, culminating in his "final battle" with Han De. In history, Deng Zhi had many military achievements, in addition to his diplomatic and administrative accomplishments.


Anyway that’s it. If you don’t have a clue about Romance of Three Kingdoms go ahead and watched it, it’s pretty entertaining! OoO Andy! But if you know the novel or the historical facts, the movie storyline will be plain hilarious to you.

~ouT

Who Sing This?

I have this song for like 3 - 4 years already and up till now I still don't really know who sang this song. If anyone out there know please let me know. 99.9% I don't think I will have this answer.

I found out the song title is called: 生路. Just moments ago.



~ouT

Everyday I tried to

erase

Black?

I Love Black.

I'm... LOL!

最长的电影 - 周杰伦

最长的电影 - 周杰伦
作词：周杰伦　作曲：周杰伦

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的世界
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

~ouT

Apple?! Supper?!

It took me 12 minutes to finish an apple. What can I say? Hmm... An Apple a day keep the supper away! LOLS. Apple just isn't for me because of all those time spend Chewing! Chew Chew Chew!

~ouT